This is what I needed. I’m very curious, but I like what’s happening right now.
I seriously am so surprised at how awesome the past 3 hours were. I feel like I totally bonded with everyone again like I used to. It feels awesome. I’m very happy this happened.
Oh my god.
The conversations I’m hearing tonight.
I could write a fucking BOOK on this shit right now.
16 days.
I really hate myself, I hate everything. I feel horrible.
I fucking hate this. I can’t wait to move out.
I just want today to be over. I’m tired and have a ton of work to do. And I want this week to be over so I can go home next weekend.
I’m alright lately. It’s nice. Things are holding up for me. Or maybe I’m just holding up well.
I swear if she wakes me up again tomorrow…
Just trying to face my demons lately, I guess.
